goodness on Good Friday

today, on Good Friday, while having a good time with good company I had a piffany. it wasn't my first since my last post - my first post - but it was the first one that I am sharing. while trapped in my mind, staring at a television, in the maze of deep thought and imagination, where dreams are kept until their nocturnal awakenings, I decided to pay a penance. not one of torment and suffering instead celebrating my reverence to Him. abstaining from meat for every friday throughout this year won't be difficult because my diet consists of animal flesh at every meal, instead it's challenge lies in remembering. being mindful of our decisions and remembering to keep our promises is the true tasks when making a decision. how often to we ignore the importance of our decisions after they are made? how soon do we compromise and at what cost?

inhale.

a state of open consciousness, where time moves to a standstill. racing thoughts slow to a crawl, allowing the opportunity to take a good long look at the problem at hand. examine and pick it apart, then put it back together. coming to the realization that it's not so bad, it's never so bad. nope, not as it seems.

finally breathing. finally understanding. finally receiving clarity.

that is a piffany.